On and On Reckless Abandon...

So I have been told by a few to update my blog so here I am...Peer pressure...jeez. Ha ok...

Today is My birthday Party! I'm so excited =) It Pajama Themed and I really cant wait. I have somewhere around 30 people coming so it should be a lot of fun. Were having Sing Star and Guitar Hero and frissbee and basically just chillin. Woot! I'll be 16 officially tomorrow! And I get my license in 13 days and I'll finally be a free woman!

I'm not really In a writing mood and I havent been since this summer which is mainly why I havent updated. Also the only time I feel like writing is when I'm depressed about something or other, which hasn't happened in a while so pretty much lifes going good and I'm so excited for my birthday!

Thats What She Said...

Today was pretty fun. Erica and I went out with Michael golfing...which was pretty hilarious since all we did was laugh and miss the ball a bajillion times...and then when we finally hit it...it would go about 50 ft in front of us if we were even that lucky...haha It was great. Michael kept rolling his eyes at us and telling us to watch him do his thang...oh Michael...

I had lunch with Trisha before that which was fun. I got to see her one last time before she left for college.
My backpack order got cancelled...boo the stupid company ran out of the color i wanted! losers...
Tonight I'm sleeping over at ericas and a few of us are watching The Grudge...Idk...we had an urge to watch a scary movie...lol We'll see if I sleep at all after that

Organization is Key...

Throughout the past couple days I've been organizing everything...which is totally out of character for me. I organized and rearranged my entire room, then the shelves in my upstairs middle room, then my closet...its insane. But my moms paying me for it so I'm a happy camper.

I had Volleyball conditioning on Monday which was pure hell because I hadnt been in two weeks. Like literally by the time we'd gotten done with our suicides my throat was closed up and I couldnt breathe and I was blacking out. First we got there and we ran 5 laps and the stretched. Then we Did a ton of ab work (crunches, leg lifts, bicycle crunches, butt lifts etc.). Then we did a lot of push ups in different variations like normal pushups, then we had to put our feet on the first bleacher and go down all the way to the floor, and then ones where we did one push up then jumped our hands out and then back in. Then we did all sorts of lunges, runs, sprints and ended it off with suicides. Then we did Indian runs where everyone runs around in a line and the back person has to sprint up to the front and we had to go through the line twice...and the dang freshman would get up to the front of the line and start running too fast so we kept having to yell at them to slow down... I was sore Tuesday and I'm still a little bit sore today...but I'm not complaining...that what I get for skipping. Today is the last day of conditioning though so I'm happy!

Tonight Is youth group, Matt and I are singing...so we'll see how that goes...were singing Prince of Peace which is one of my favorite songs to sing so hopefully we dont ruin it. lol I also got nominated to do worship for our missiontrip with a few others so that should be fun!

This entire week I've been at Studentventure things and stuf for church so I've been busy but I love it! Also My friend Kelly invited me to go to Universal with her next Tuesday and I think I might go =)

Warped Tour in 4 daysss!!! WOO!!!

I'm really looking forward to next wednesday when I peace outta this place and head to Gatlinburg for my Family reunion/Grandparents 50th anniversary! I love my family so much! Especially my hick family...theyre so amazing and I always come back with a southern accent...so watch out...lol I really just need to get outta here theres too much going on and a ton to deal with and I'm just tired and run down from dealing with it all...sigh

Ah well...I'm done here =P

Just A Quick Thought...

I hate it when the best of friends slowly begin to frustrate and dissapoint you...

just a thought...

These past few days have been pretty good! I thought they were going to be a lot worse because two of my best friends were gone for camp (they came back today woo!) but i actually had a good week =)

Monday was fun cuz I went to the beach with some friends and hung out with people all day! And then Tuesday I hung out with elise and rachel all day until we went to calebs house that night for prayer team. Prayer team was fun and afterwards we watched sand lot and played hide and go seek. lol that was fun...

I am soo tired so im off to bed!

Good Times Guys...

Yesterday was so much fun! Caleb and I joined a few other people from another youth group and went tubing, jetskiing and wakeboarding! Litterally that is my favorite thing to do! I had so much fun! ahh!
The first time I wakeboarded (a long time ago) I had tried about five times and still couldnt stand up so I wasnt planning on trying again. Well of course they made me try again and I stood up the first time! lol It was so much fun and I did it about three times after that! woo!
Then Caleb and I took the jetski out (he hadnt ever driven one before so I was kinda like uhmmm...dont kill me). We had so much fun though! We ended up tipping it twice and completely capsizing it the second time so we had to tip it back over...not to mention the huge tidal wave we ran into and completely washed over us! lol but it was so much fun!
Tubing was amazing! We went off big waves and caught some huge air! lol (though i did knock him in the nose and he clocked me in the jaw a few times lol) But we are officially tubing masters!
Ah man that was so much fun! and I'm really glad I got to wakeboard cuz that was amazing!! ahh I wish I had pictures!!!

Its Time...

This weekend was absolutly amazing! My youth group went down to the beach and stayed in a house for a night and than went to the beach the next day (of course we partied it up the entire time!). I got to see my cousin and get to know a lot of cool people! It was really exciting to see my cousin, I hadn't seen her in a long time =) I wish I had pictures!

I'm really excited for Thursday. On thursday Caleb and I are going to a Lake Day with my friends youth group! Were gonna go tubing and jetskiing and stuff. I'm so excited =)

So tonight I made a commitment. I've decided to join my friend Kristi in something that she's doing called No Date Till '08. Basicaly what that is is that she cant date until 2008...pretty self explanitory. I think God is calling me to do this because guys have become more a part of my life than they need to be. I've been focusing more on guys than on God and I've been noticing that lately but I didnt know how to fix this.
Now...I dont date around a lot...or at all for that matter but I think that removing the option of dating would help me to strengthen my friendships with guys without looking for more in/from them. But Most importantly I think that it would help me focus more on God and put him in the center of my life instead of guys...so I'm pretty proud of myself =) I think its something that is going to be challenging, but at the same time really rewarding!

oh and p.s. all of my friends are abandoning me on thursday to go to camp...meh